Motion Sensitive

Lately I have been feeling apathetic.

I feel like only bad things have happened recently, however inaccurate that may be. Dresden died on Sunday after a rather lengthy illness and, since she died, Noser has started wheezing.

I've had issues with my holiday from work.

I feel physically hideous, and mentally like I'm motion activated - if there are other people about, I can react appropriately, but if I'm by myself I just want to sleep or read.

I have no interest in doing things. I have projects I have yet to start, and games I haven't played. I have partly-written blog posts in my saved folder with no end in sight.

I feel the urge to self-harm, but I'm too passive to actually do it.

I don't know what to do. So I am going to go shoot zombies in the face. That might help a bit.